Part of me legitimately wants to return to the United States to be with my family, but another part of me is equally passionate about staying here in order to pursue my musical dreams. So, which part do I pay attention to? It is legitimately taxing to try and live in both locations part-time, and I am unsure what to do, but perhaps the answer will come to me naturally, and I will be guided in the right direction in some way. Maybe if I moved back home, I’d feel empty working for the local supplier I was working for and running in the same old rat race. I moved here eight years ago to do comedy and didn’t have this yearning to go back and be with my family and friends, and maybe this feeling came after my ex and I split up a year ago. The local supplier in town advised me to follow my heart, but my heart is telling me two contradictory messages, and I’m not sure which side to take. I believe that time will tell me what to do, so doing my Heating and A/C rep job, as well as focusing on my songs, maybe the best thing to do right now when I am unsure of which direction to travel in. I also believe that if love enters my life, it will be a strong indication that I should stay where I am, but this has yet to happen. For the time being, I will disinfect my washable filter in my apartment.
Duct sealing plus cleaning is fun
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