Today is one of those days that has me thinking about life and where I’m going.
I need to let go of this dark cloud that has hung over me since I lost my father’s inheritance money that she gave me a year ago.
I just feel so bad for losing it, but I have to forgive myself and move on because lamenting about it all the time isn’t helping me. I have a small portion of it stashed away in a stock that, by some miracle, could end up returning the money to me one morning. My overheated water boiler needs to be replaced soon, and I’m disappointed that I don’t have enough money to do so, but I can save up for it and have a Heating and A/C technician install the new one for me. Letting go of mistakes is a great way to move on in life, and I’m going to do my best to forgive myself for this one so that I can feel happy again. I can do some cooling installations and use the money to purchase the water heating machine, and then I’ll be good to go with overheated showers. I think I’m feeling down because I’ve been sick with the flu and have been stuck in my flat most of the time. Even though she works as a cooling expert and is gone most of the time for the local supplier, I have a flatmate. Overall, life is good, and once this cold is gone, I’ll be back to my normal self.