My life is quite different from my married working buddies here in the States.
I see them with their families and wonder if I made the right choice not getting married or having kids.
Some of them seem so connected with the community with their local businesses, and it makes me feel like I am on the outside looking in sometimes. But then they tell me to never doubt that I made the right choice staying single and being a performing artist. I guess we all feel like something is missing sometimes no matter which path we choose. My HVAC company boss is so busy with his business and family that I need to schedule weeks in advance to have some hangout time with him, when we used to hang out all of the time when we were heating and cooling specialists working for this local business when we were younger. I guess my art is my kids and as far as a wife is concerned, well my love life has been a series of dead ends since I was a teen. I’ve been working for this local contractor for a while and this lady, who is an HVAC rep, seems to be interested in me and I might give love one more try. I’m 55 years old now and don’t want to be a lonely old man down the road so I better find someone who can stand being around me for more than two years and make something out of my life. Well, back to my heat pump repair for now, see y’all.